good week? bad day~

when OS labs becomes THIS boring

Yesterday my Operating System (also called Oh Ass) test truely sux - big time! I expected it to be hard but I didn't expect it to have THAT many questions regarding things that I can't remember. I mean, what kind of lecturer gives questions that his/her students doesn't know about?_{ignore that statement}

Ok. So I haven't REALLY study for my test... OK! OK! I didn't study at all! Are you happy now?! . . . . . . . . . *ahem* But does studying 2 hours before the test starts count?_{no.. -.-"} It's a wonder if I could pass this paper THIS time. Speaking of passing exams, SP's results are out and......... *suspense* She didn't fail! Whoohoo~!!_{lame... [L]} Oh well~ It's not like I'm gonna publish it out here anyway~_{it's not like anybody wants to read it too..} Her mom went to take the results for her. I was actually supposed to follow but I knew I couldn't make it in time.

Aside from that, my "inner voice",_{that's me~ ^^} has been really annoying of late. He's been cutting my dialog_{like now} and worst of all - he kills all my punch-lines!! I bet that dude from A Beautiful Mind had it easier than this. *sigh*

So it's been a rather "good week" but yesterday was hellofva bad day. Hopefully today's Program Design will boost up my morale. Recently, I finished my PD project that requires me to compile 5 programs. Some of them were tricky, others took longer time because I was blind and the last one was fun because I got to add lots of crap inside it. Wahahahaaha~ I printed out the hardcopy today and will pass my friends the softcopy AFTER I pass both hardcopy and softcopy up to Miss Shyamala, my PD lecturer._{she's so sweet..}

I woke up this morning feeling quite ok, considering I slept at 5am last night. The afternoon nap helps alot. Hehe~ Initially I wanted to go to High School to check out the CF but my class ended earlier at 10.20am instead of the usual 11am. Seeing that school will dismiss at 12pm today and I have to wait for 2 hours, I lost my strength and went home. Ate some left-over pizzas and continued on the hardcopy for my PD project.

Right now, I'm juz lazing around, downloading flash games from Miniclips, waiting for time to pass so that I can get over with my test tonight. The game that caught me fascinated with the whole site is Heli Attack 2. It's interesting how they can come out with games like this. *in awe..* _baka..

busy busy busy

*gasp!* it's the car that killed JFK

True talent is shown when you do last minute jobs. Why? It's because in the midst of rushing to get everything done, the true quality of our work is shown. How well can we make good quality work in a rushing atmosphere? In the 11th hour? Last minute? You'll get the picture~

I was told earlier on Monday morning that I have to finish making the front page of my Internet and Web Publishing project on that day itself because the due date for it is tomorrow! So I got home early, took a bath, and did the most important thing - I slept till it was 7.30pm. In time to eat my dinner~ Wahahahaha~ I guess the fame of "WontdieonE" is really outstanding.

Anyways, so after eating some good ol' Chi Kut Teh (which translate as Chicken Bone Tea or something like that larr~), I took another shower juz to kick-start myself again and I was up and running~ It's amazing what showers can do. Ahhhh~

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Huh? Oh? Sorry~ I was dreaming again. Ahaks~ So I continued my all-so-important mission. My title is online guitar shoppe' and I went to Gibson Guitars website for inspiration. The level of html coding is vast different mann! I took what I could use and managed to finish off mine and sent it to my friend for "processing". My work didn't end there; I promised a friend that I would help her do her's. Her title is online cinema and that title is rather difficult and tricky. The first thing that came into my mind was to check out Golden Screens Cinema. Tried to steal their source code but I knew I couldn't. Instead, I took some of their pictures, and made my own site all together. Took a while but I did it in the end and sent everything to her.

Busy night mann~ The best part is that I still have time to pen something down on this blog that I've neglected for a few days. *frown* But alas, I'm faithful to everything that I'm faithful to. Make sense? I hope so~ Wahaahhaahah~

need legs?

heavy things...

Math Tech 2 sucked last night. No kidding. My only hope I have is juz to pass this dumb test and use my Program Design to pull my cgpa back up. I have been leaning on my Program Design a lot these days. I guess I find it fun to write programs - even the simple ones. But still, I know getting high scores for PD isn't really gonna entirely help my cgpa. I need support from the other subjects too. But the others aren't doing so well either too. Hahahahha~

Tonight's a rather quiet night. The only person I'm chatting with is The Konn Mann : Aaron Wee(D). Everyone else seems to be busy (vinci) or juz asleep (everyone else). He gave me an interesting offer: 10 mosquitos, 1 ringgit. He wants the mosquitos to feed his fighting fish. Hahaha~ He's always full of weird/funny ideas. Sometimes he reminds me of Phoebe from Friends. But he's a good friend nevertheless.

My head's pounding so hard it feels like it's gonna blow. Been having these headaches lately and it gets more and more frequent. Maybe my time IS running out. Wahahahaaha~ Too bad no one's gonna miss me. But I guess I have support from my family. Thank God for that. They're the only ones who can hold me if I fell. Speaking of family, I suddenly have this weird flashback of my bro. Me? Miss him? Weird... Ahaks~

I am, but one of the legs of a chair, keeping it upright. Around me are my brothers and sisters. Together we mantain the balance. Without any of us, the chair will fall. Like duh?! There I go talking something that means something to you but crap to me. Hahahahaha~

_{head hurts...}

from up here the city lights burns
like a thousands miles of fire...
~story of the year~

No. 38 : Maximum Sampatness

Monday has never been as sampat as this before. Tired faces but crazy laughters fueled by dumb jokes and lame stories. Nutz... Started off like the usual Monday; everyone came in dragging their feet and nodding their head with black ring around their eyes - the usual. And somehow, my hands were extra itchy as I kept on taking candid shots of my course-mates and even lecturers. The others were sporting and played along as we all had one goal in mind - Maximum Sampatness. Hahhahahaha~

Somehow, tru the tiredness, they found a source of strength and laughter by fooling around and I'm glad to be the one that sparked that source. It's like turning the gas on for 20 minutes and then taking out a lighter and burn the whole place up. You get the picture.

I especially like to see those faces grinning even with dark rings around their eyes. It's like they enjoy getting sucker-punched in the eye. Weird fetish.. That's juz not right mann.. Anyway~ Hope you guys have a fun great sampat week even though it's test season now. Don't let the tension rise to high!

contemplate

phillip tori chan - contemplator

These days have been really draggy for me. Just as I've said in my previous post that's full of my pathetic self-pity. Hahaha~ My mind has become zombie-like and I've been walking around with blurry eyes. The good thing about it is that some gals find it cute. Ahaks~

"an idle mind is a devil's workshop" - some smart dude

I can't really say my mind has been idle often. Actually, my mind has been buzzing around with thoughts about life decisions, past mistakes, and above all; my future. As profound as it sounds, it's actually quite funny. Why? Because in the midst of all the commotion, my studies and assignments are chucked one side and collecting dust. It's only when I do some mind spring cleaning that I discover the pile of junk in the corner of my mind. Hmmm...

Anyway. Most of the time I was contemplating on what subject I should major in once I finish my diploma. From the beginning, I knew I wasn't smart enough to get into Alpha. *sigh* I've already gotten used to people looking at me with a weird face going, "Oh...? Diploma? Um.. I see..". Unintentional as it sounds, sometimes it still hits the spot tru the thick skin of mine.

I wonder if people contemplate often about things. You know, think hard and ponder and ponder. Should I do this? Should I do that? What if? Why now? It's not fair! Why me? One of the interesting things about watching people contemplate, is their faces. Whether it be smiles of hope, cries of despair or even laughter of joy. By looking at their facial expression, you can roughly guess what's going tru that mind of theirs and couldn't help but sometimes smile/laugh/cry with them.

My personal favourite are the smiles of hope. Why? Simply because there's hope~

fields of hope ~ lacus clyne