someone really loves me

To all my fans faithful readers of the gobblog's blog, I'm glad to announce that I'm still alive and kicking. More of the kicking part. Ahaks~ As many of you would already know, I met an accident, a very dangerous accident. One that could've cost my life and the life of others. Here's the story as far as I could remember it...

when we're all happy

          One night as I drove through a kampung road at the speed of around 70-80kmh. Before entering a corner, speeding car from opposite direction appeared and entered my lane. Immediate avoidance of appending disaster, steered left followed by hard right to enter the corner. Car over-steered. I counter-steered. Road to small to safely slide through. Back left of vehicle hit a pole. Car ricochets and spun 180. Wheels must've collided with the side of road. Car flipped, over-turn, turn turtle, 2 to 3 times. Landed on the top of the car. Still alive. Crawl out of window.

im revived? cool~

Looking at the condition of the car at the accident site, many couldn't believe that I crawled out of that wreck without a single scratch - but I did. Now that's a true miracle. God's grace and mercy kept me alive through that whole event. He saved me - literally. So me posting now can only happened because of the grace of God. Yea~ All glory be to Him.

looks sleek huh? now to over-clock..

Just when you think there's nothing good gonna happen the next few weeks, I receive a good news. The car isn't a total lost (which is good, okay). I'm getting back my graphic card. The kick is that they can't give me my old one back, so they upgraded my card to a GeForce AGP6200 128MB, which is not too shabby for it's class. Sweet huh? The ATI 9800pro will be back end of this week too. Sure my family's gonna suffer for awhile, but somehow I feel that everything is gonna be alright. I've learnt to put my whole trust in God. Now that's what I call REAL insurance.

i will be still, know You are God

CF today was cool. I managed to play the X through praise and worship. I especially love the worship session. Julian really chose the perfect song for the theme of the night. It's fun to play with him and for God, ofcourse. Can't wait for tomorrow's practice for next Tuesday's Praise and Worship Night. I love to play for God. It's the only reason for me hold the guitar after all. If all goes well, I plan to present a piece from Jars Of Clay's first album. It's an old song but the spirit of worship and adoration is clear - Love Song For A Savior. It's gonna be fun, so watch out for next Tuesday guys!

sleeping at 4am - awaking at 7... pm

I haven't been blogging for, *drum roll* 3 days! 3 days of cyber-peace and serenity without my html codes contaminating this place. *cheers* Anyone missed me? Nah~ I bet most people don't even read my blog. *sad*

old people love to watch the clouds - i do

So what's been happening in 3 days? What happened in Andrew's life? Before I start just let me tell you the life of WontdieonE, never dies. lame... Actually, I wanted to blog last Thursday night but then I made a promise to GerX that I wouldn't blog that night. Being the man I am, I kept my promise and went to sleep early - very early.

he aint that heavy - *cough!*

Woke up on a fine Friday morning only to find out that I'm late for my Database quiz. The quiz was set to start at 8.30am and here I am standing in my undies looking at the clock that shows 8.50am. To save time, I rushed to campus - without taking my shower. *gasp!* Hey~ Some people like my body odour okay? I just have to look for that person. Ahaks~ Having complete my quiz in time and finishing my programming lab, I went home and gave myself a good scrub. Not bathing in the morning feels weird for me. After all, I'm a very hygienic person. Ahaks~

this is your Flight Captain speaking,
WAKE UP!!!

Went out for lunch with dad and took GerX's com for repairing. She complained about it restarting and stuff so I took it to my friends' house in Dahlia for some self-servicing. The bad thing about fixing your com at your friends' house is that you can never concentrate at the task at hand. We fooled around and cracked a lot wicked, nasty, dirty jokes that I can't disclose at this PG-rated site. Sorry guys. This stuff ain't for kids. Ahaks~

old school rockers - why won't they just die

Later we went to Jonker Walk for some, well, walking. Brought GerX along and introduced her to my friend too. Personally, Jonker was kinda boring to me. Having gone there more times than I can say "supercalifragilisticexplialilocious" that place is quite a bore. Not to diss Jonker and all, honestly, I feel that most Malaccan would be bored going there. We didn't even buy anything from there. All we did was walk. Just keep walking, just keep walking, just keep walking, walking, walking. *falls down & die*

Intermission : Crap, I killed a mosquito and it dropped in my keyboard.

All of us didn't have our dinner yet, so while walking you can hear some serious stomach-grumbling sound thundering in the car. Quite hard to cover it up too. So for dinner we went to Limbongan - the place with the best fried rice ever. Nothing unusual happened here. Eat, talk, talk, eat, talk, talk, talk, eat, eat, talk, eat, talk.. You get the idea. GerX wasn't really comfortable around my friends. Actually, she isn't comfortable around unfamiliar surroundings. So some of my friends were cautious about their talk and behaviour. After all, there's a sexy lady in the car. Ahaks~

thumb-cuffs
arrested for love?

Reached home at 4.30am that night and I was too tired to blog. Since it was a Friday, I took the opportunity to sleep for as long as I could. I have this theory that use, "the less you sleep, the more you live" or "the more you sleep, the less you live". Makes any sense? Well it does to me. So having 3 to 4 hours of sleep for the whole week means longer recharge time. I woke up at 7.30 - pm. That's like 15 hours worth of sleep there. The downside of having that much sleep was that I woke up sick. I was down with flu. I was told that we were gonna have a barbeque for dinner. Even better. So bro brought Grace and Richard while dad told me to invite GerX too. Naturally, being the gentleman I am, fetched GerX from EP to my house. We ate and had fun. It was a good day, though I woke up nearing the end of it. How was yours?

high-profile assassin, GerX

ps: im still sick and the flu just got worse.. *sigh*

the skeletons are buried - are you worried?

Just as I was going back today, I was reminded once again of our secrets that we keep well hidden within the walls of our heart. Not those nice, positive, up-lifting secrets. Not those. In fact, is there such a thing as a "good" secret? Maybe, I don't know. Still, there was once upon a time of our lives where we had done something utterly stupid, something that's clear-cut wrong, something that we can never tell anyone. Yea~ I'm talking about those secrets.

what if i stumble? what if i fall?
~dcTalk~

Sure we repent. Sure we change our ways. We get back on our two feet and walk the walk like we should. But the effects and consequences of our stupid decisions and actions back then still echo throughout the rest of our lives don't they? They do, to me. I'm often reminded of them and the guilt comes back, the shame comes back. What's worse is the people who knew me back when I was in sin, remind me of the sins I've committed. That sucks. Nothing sucks more than condemnation, unworthiness and guiltiness sinking into the soul.

do they see the fear in my eyes?
are they so revealing?
this time i cannot disguise,
all the doubt im feeling
~dcTalk~

I guess it serves as a reminder and even more, hopefully let it be a testimony and a teaching to the rest. That's the only postitive thing that can ever come out of such a thing. After all, the skeletons are buried, aren't they?

when the 56kb line fails

Just when I thought not having streamyx is the worst thing that an MMU student have to live with, I was given another blow to the capital of Thailand - my 56kb line failed. Now that just sucks mann. At first it sucked to have a slow connection but now, it sucks even more NOT to have a connection at all. I tried all night to connect to the net but to no avail. *sad*

Spend the rest of my lonesome night sniping Mechs with PPCs and Gauss Cannon. Come to think of it, I got so carried away that I slept at 4.30am, and my class is at 8am. Yay~ So now I'm in my zombie mode. Think of it as a Super Saiyan but lamer.. Ya.. Lamer. What I would do just to get some decent sleep and have a great lunch. Speaking of lunch, yesterday I didn't eat breakfast or lunch at all. *sigh*

Last night's CF was kinda fun. The whole theme was cool and so was the idea, unfortunately, not many people can reproduce the talents of the show Who's Line Is It Anyway. Still, they put in the effort and as horny corny as it looks, it was quite cool. My personaly favourites was Jess doing Golem from LOTR and Kok Wei wrapping himself around Mark's crotch. *gasp!* I bet Mark was happy. Ahaks~

Had quite some fun during supper to. Loads of wicket humour in there. Ahaks~ Sorry ya if I accidentally corrupt anybody. Think of it as knowledge larr. It maybe useful in the future. Hahahaha~ Yeah right!

Well, I dunno when will be the next time I can get connected to the net. In case you're wondering where I'm typing this post, I'm not at CITS lab. Yup~ The lab that everyone uses but nobody knows. Doesn't make any sense. bleh~ That's it for now. Don't get to strus during the finals ya? Cauz~!

finals making people strus?

I wonder if my blog makeover is getting better or worse. For one, there's a huge contrast from dark grey to complete white. I'm so used to looking at my blog in dark colours that I'm slightly blinded when I made it white. Hehe~ I guess it goes with my resolve of turning over a new leaf. Yeah, that crap.

boys.are.stupid.throw.books.at.them

Just when I think life is treating me bad and stuff, I'm reminded that there's always that special someone out there supporting me through everything. You know who you are, thank you. Mann, Joey sure thought me a lot. *winks* Yeah~ The sun will always shine after the rain.. well, most of the time atleast. Ahaks~

caught her red-handedly taking a pic of my pride
*smiles*

Finals are coming. Yea, it's the same dreaded finals that all almost all MMU students hate. Tell you guys something cool. Just as I was walking to grab some supper, check this out, creativity came to me! Creativity! Now how often do you hear that coming out of my mouth? Ahaks~ I can't help dissin' myself. So, about the creativity thingy. I was thinking about how our finals are coming and stuff and how everyone is pulling up their pants, underwear, etc, prepping for the big event. We can hear them saying stress here, stress there, frus here, frus there. So, to make things easier I came up with the word - strus. Stress and frustration roll into one. Impressive huh?

stress + frus = strus?