| finally, the finals are comin

I wonder how many people can really say they're already ready for this big baby. I know I'm not - definitely not. I only fear one subject. Yea~ Just one, one and only one. It's my worst subject this semester and honestly, I'm hoping for a pass. That's how bad it is. I would complain and say that the lecturer suck, which she really does, but I guess it's partly my fault too.

Today is CF's last meeting for the semester. After this, there will be many lonely Tuesdays. So, to fill up the missing meter for the CF, we're gonna have Praise and Worship night! Yup~ It's the night solely dedicated to, well, praise and worship God. Cool huh? It's a tradition larr. I'll be playing as part of the main worship team. Ivy's worship leading tonight and I do hope she'll do fine. Just gotta give her a little more confidence and she'll do great.

Because CF is sooo cool, it doesn't end there. After the main band steps down from the stage.. wait, there is no stage. Ahaks~ What will follow is a song presentations by the CF'ers who wish to bless other CF'ers with those divine tunes. It's a moment where we can truely give God back what He "gave" us. Therefore, I'm practicing with my band to play the first song that I've ever learn on a guitar (from my bro). I remember it so clearly, like it was the raindrops from yesterday. I was 12 years old, my bro held my hand and thought me how to press those strings that sunk into my flesh. With it's simple Em, D, G chords, God pulled me into His grace and gave me this talent. Since then, I've always love this song. It's a long song for my savior.

jars of clay
love song for a savior

In open fields of wild flowers
She breathes the air and flies away
She thanks her Jesus for
The daisies and the roses
In no simple language
Someday she'll understand
The meaning of it all

He's more than laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call her and she will come running
Fall in His arms and her tears will fall down
And she'll pray

I want to fall in love with You
I wan to fall in love with You

Sitting silent wearing Sunday best
Sermon echoes through the wall
A great salvation through it
Calls to the people
Who stares into nowhere
Can't feel the chains on their soul

He's more than laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close as a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday we'll trust Him we'll learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come running
Fall in His arms and the tears will fall down
And we'll pray

I want to fall in love with You
I wan to fall in love with You

Seems too easy to call You Savior
Not close enough to call You God
So as I sit and think of
Words I can mention
To show my devotion

I want to fall in love with You
I wan to fall in love with You