| He is my pillar - always and forever

After long period of waiting for my present from Neo Ann Na, sister of Neo Wee Liem, Justin finally passed it to me. This has got to be the best present Ann Na has ever given me, Pillar's latest album, Above. Yup, I'm a Pillar fan ever since I got my hands on their earlier album, Fireproof. I'm not surprised if you guys have never heard of Pillar before. After all, not everyone is a fan of Christian Rock music. I can only summarize their music as this - rap, rock and God.

pillar's newest album, above

So if you're bored with those typical stereotype rap/rock bands out there *cough*Lim Biskut*cough*, go ahead and grab yourself a Pillar album. Any one will do, it's all good. So far, I've got 3 of their albums, Fireproof, Where Do We Go From Here, and the Christmas gift from Nana, Above. Ann Na, if you're reading this, I know I owe you a movie and an outing, I will fulfill my promise so be patient okay? ahaks~

sorry nana and thanx gal

I came home earlier (around 12am), went to my brothers room only to see a shocking scene - bro's new handphone! Being kinda dumb when it comes to mobile phones, all I know is that it's a Samsung phone and it has a 1.3 megapix digicam on it. Compared to my 0.6 megapix phonecam, I'm 700,000 pixels short. That's more than half, just in case you didn't notice. ahaks~ Initially I was kinda curious about this new toy of his but after awhile I got kinda fed up as I dunno how to operate that Samsung phone of his. It's too complex for a simple guy like me. Samsung sux.. bleh~

new toy rawks? nahh~

Exams are drawing near indeed. In fact, I have less than a week to study. 2 papers on the 12th and the last one is on the 14th - a beautifully bloody Saturday afternoon. *sigh* I hate taking exams on Saturdays. So to be able to concentrate on my studies, I made a promise to God. Despite having bought Civilization IV yesterday, while I was on the way home after a good time at CG, I promised God I will not touch any of my games till my exams are over. Though the clouds of regret are hovering over me right now, somehow I will survive the temptation - I hope. ahaks~

brains... fried... watched... too long...

In fact, to decrease any temptation that will distract me from studying, I finally finish watching the YuYu Hakusho anime that I borrowed last Thursday from Kay Lyn (you rock gal!!). Kay Lyn, anime queen and japanese language sensei was gracious enough to borrow me that anime and finally, after hours and hours of watching, I've finish the entire series. Oh yea, forgot to mention that there's 38 CDs and one CD is more or less an hour. So with no (visible) temptation, I'm able to concentrate fully on studying. Now all I need is some motivation. I remember someone once asked me not too long ago, "Do you motivate me to study?".. do I?

pillar
father

your life is like castle built upon the sand
all the work is done but it will not stand
your life is like a picture without any paint
it's left you feeling blank and a little incomplete
from the answer that you seek
all the questions that you have all lie in Him

He is the way the truth and the life
He's my road to take me home
He is the way the truth and the life
He's my father and my friend

life is overwhelming when you start to doubt
have faith He is with you, here and now
many questions you have asked along your way
like who i am, where i come from, where will i go
when i leave here from this world
i have faith that heaven is within my reach

He is the way the truth and the life
He's my road to take me home
He is the way the truth and the life
He's my father and my friend

He is the way the truth and the life
He's my road to take me home
He is the way the truth and the life
He's my father and my
father and my friend

| its raining men~

I'm feeling poetic right now..

it rained so heavily in such a short time
till im soaked right down the underwear of mine
~ wontdieone

| its already the 3rd but heck, i dont care

NEW YEAR!! NEW YEAR!! NEW YEAR!!
NEW YEAR = RESOLUTIONS that people hardly keep

but before that..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN!! (proud NOC4 band leader)

Happy Birthday Julian, there's your present - ahaks~

That's all for the shout-outs. More birthday babies coming soon but for now, Julian, hope you have a smacking good time earlier kay? It's been a rather weird weekend and new year for me. Yea~ Really weird indeed. Much mixed emotions inside so much so, I had lots of trouble trying to figure out which one's which. Think of it as a platter of mixed grill but in all the bunch of grilled meat, you suddenly see Barney's head with a stick through it just like a kebab in the middle of the plate. I feel that way.

he's pimpin' (a father and daughters picture)

So I just got back yesterday (Monday) afternoon, around 4pm. Shoot straight back to meet my dad before he goes back to work at KLIA. Shoot back to YAC to practice for tomorrow's CF. With the NOC4 band, flew to CCC to practice for, well, NOC4. Went over to Lulu's place to celebrate Julian's 20th birthday and that makes him the oldest of us in our '86 batch. He deserves an AE86 indeed. Yay~ Dorifto! Juz got back not long ago. Talk about a long day huh?

sowee for all the nonsense ya? luv ya~

Now, about that new year's resolutions I mentioned earlier. This are my New Year's Resolutions that I hope to be able to uphold.
~ Remember God in everything I do.
~ To have more patience and understanding.
~ To really put others ahead of myself.

God help me indeed.

and the cool me to usher in the new year!

| so long to christmas

Yer.. Christmas is over already. So sad.. So much for 12 days of Christmas huh? Oh well, at least it's been more of a meaningful Christmas than a fun one.. Well, actually it's fun too larr. Basically, I got what I wanted for Christmas - a nice quiet Christmas with people close to my heart. Yup, more of meaningful with a hint of fun.

But it's kinda sad that Christmas is gonna be over soon. Actually, it's already over but lets just pretend that it hasn't. bleh~ Just when I actually, seriously got the Christmas Spirit in me, Christmas is over and all the dong dong chang!! can be heard resounding all over the place. Luckily, those dong dong chang!! ain't that bad you know. Getting those Red Packets filled with money IS a good thing. No doubt about that. As malays would say, "Jika ada rezeki, jangan ditolak," (when there's opportunity, don't say no to it).

Well, so much for that eh? Wishing you all the last wish of Christmas for the year. Chaoz peeps~!

| hey~ i AM playful in real life *smiles*

Just when I thought Christmas was starting to get exciting, the 25th whoosh'ed by without me even noticing. That's it? No more extra delicious food and drinks? No more staying up late at night spying on daddy kissing Santa? That's kinda sad isn't it? Luckily, Christmas last for 12 days! The explanation for it can be easily found in the Christmas carol, 'On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me', or so I was told larr~ If you're one to believe whatever I just wrote up there, it means that Christmas is only starting! Yay~

It's a very warm Christmas indeed. Definitely more special than the rest. Instead of receiving like how I used to, this year, I gave and gave and gave and mann did it felt good. I mean, I literally spent all my pay from working to buy those gift for all those people who meant so much to me. Christmas eve was extra special too. Initially GerX was not going to celebrate Christmas in my house as she wanted to join the CF's Christmas carol. Me being the so nice person that I am ahaks~, was okay with it. Later that evening GerX manage to come to my house and we celebrated Christmas together. Yea~ That's gotta be something special alright.

Today, someone gave me a rather unusual comment. The person said something like this, "You know, from your blog you sound like a very cheerful, playful guy but in real life I didn't know you're so serious one..". Weird huh? Tell me about it. I AM playful in real life. She's just lucky she hasn't seen me being playful in real life. She will surely live to regret it. ahaks~

And now that all the fun and exciting parts are all over (read the top). Life's daily chores are being thrown back at me. With people coming to me for help, the finals are knocking at the door and NOC4 is drawing ever near. Guess I'll be very busy after all. Don't worry, I'll be playful at the same time.
Remember kids,

it's okay to be child-like
- not childish

Okay, I'm gonna fall asleep on the computer if I don't speed up on this post. ahak~ Good night peeps and Blessed Christmas!