im sure all of you have been there before.. the place where you feel everything is just so cold and empty.. and you keep looking for a way to climb out of this stinking hole. or maybe you aren't even doing anything.. you look at this hole as a sanctuary for you to hide yourself away from the cold, cruel, heartless world. it shows no mercy to you or to anyone for that matter.. we try to run from it and no matter how fast we run, its still close to bitting our arse.. and when it catches up with us, it beats us down and breaks us into a million.. we cry and beg but it doesnt listen.. it listens to no one.. the cold look of utter horror.. burning its gaze into your eyes, traumatizing you.. if you dont fight the fear, it will eat you up slowly; digesting you in the belly of the beast.. those who are lucky enough to escape its grasps, shows no sympathy and gives no empathy.. instead of giving a helping hand, they mock us for our failure, for our unworthiness.. it so sad to see our comrades fall in battle and it's even sadder to see those who survive run away from battle.. i don't care! i WILL fight it!! i wont let it get a foot hold in me.. in my soul.. i WON'T! but.. im weak.. and cant fight it alone.. how much can a man bear? how much longer can i hold on? i.. dont.. know.. i feel my life draining from my battered up body.. i cant feel the hurts and pain though its sword and lance pierce through my body..
sigh.. why won't you all listen?? why won't you all understand?? all im trying to say is that... im broke this month and i need cash..
- a dog for a bear
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