In case your wondering about the title, it's the Star's Thursday Audiofile collumn. Its title under NEWS; Heavenly Tunes, Taylor Jars Of Clay Signature Model. Yummy~ Very yummy indeed.
the night the sun met the moon
It's already 4.20am and I'm still trying to picture my words for tonight's entry. I'm lost for words. And Stef just choked on her coke after reading that. Choked on coke - I really need to stop using those cliche' lines.
to practice the life that we pretend
Went out for supper earlier just now with my little bro and his friend, May. May is a girl who was born on April. *raise eyebrow* It seems she came out earlier than he mom wanted her to. Now you can find that happening often. Like me, I was supposed to be due on January but my mother's womb was just too comfortable for my lazy arse, so I stayed on till August. Kinda pity my mom though; carrying a parasite that makes corny, lame jokes like me around for so long. Ahaks~
line up the lights - prepare the way
Anyway, we went to our regular place, CD around 11.20pm or so. As usual, I had to spent most of the time talking, if not, the other two will be perfectly silent. Thank goodness for that extra 512MB RAM if not, I can't process the info in my brain fast enough to make a string of lame jokes without stopping. As fast as I am in making lame jokes, there was once or twice where I had to stop for awhile to munch on my food and process more topics to talk about and more jokes to tell. It proved to be quite challenging after all. What in the world would I do without that 1024MB RAM? Ahaks~ So we ordered two rounds of drink, both mango juice for me, and continued yapping till it was nearly 3am. Numbnuts mann.. Numbnuts~
know i'll always love you... yea~
Recently, I've been having some minor worries. I think it's minor. Think.. Worries about what? Well, I don't feel like telling the world about it, at least not now. Hopefully the people whom are close to me and close to my heart would reach out and grab me from falling down this dark spiral vacuum of ambiguity and uncertainty. I beg you to stretch your hands out for me and please do save me. Me, a man who refuse to lay down and die, a man who won't die one.
Relient K
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
Cause who I've been only ever made me
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together I would watch me fall apart
And I can't let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
It's the very moment that I wish I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who I've been
Cause who I've been only ever made me
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
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