flood

pour over me

Well, it didn't exactly flood over here but hey, let's just stick with it. Today, instead of going to Gateway for my usual Sunday Service, I went to City Charismatic Church aka CCC. Okay~ So maybe I went there because bro was worship leading after a long absence of him in the ministry. And also because Sandra asked me to. Imagine Sandra pulling your arm going, "Come larr come larr come larr!!" Even my bro would breakdown. Anyway, I had a good time there. The praise and worship was nice (though the guitarist was playing rather odd). Aside from that, everything was cool~ After church Sandra and I had a nice talk with Grace and then later we had some Wilson Chicken Rice for lunch. Bro paid, so the food was delicious. Wahahahahaa~

Throughout the whole time I was full of energy, that's until I reach home. After stepping through the house gate, it was like all the energy I had left me. I slumped over the chair and went, "What the-?" I was numb and blurr. If some really cute-sexy rapist would break into my house I would be dead meat - I hope. Ahaks~ Checked my sms'es. SP sent a weird message to me. Replied and await. I kept waiting for her reply but it didn't seem to come. Even more my spirit was weakened again. She has that effect on me. *sigh* I knew she was working and I was itching to go to Starbucks® to talk to her. And to drink more coffee ofcourse~ Haha... *sigh*

Just when I was about to move my lazy butt, it seemed the clouds up there decided to piss all it had on me. The down pour was nutz! Imagine having a nice weather and then *whoosh!*, heavy rain right in front of your doorstep. So I spent the whole day semi-studying. I installed Halo: Combat Evolved, played it a little and found out it was too easy for me - I deleted it. Then I played NFS: Underground 2 and customized a car with back-wheel-drive so that I could test my drift - I got bored and turned the game off. I took 5 minutes knocking my head on my room wall to hear if there was any echo. Bathed 2 times in a row. Played my guitar and did whatever I could.

I checked my phone for sms - nothing.

jars of clay
flood

Rain rain on my face
Hasn't stop raining for days
My world is flood
Slowly I become one with the mud

But if I can't swim after 40 days
And my mind is crushed by the crashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall
Lift me ohh

Lift me up
When I'm falling
Lift me up
When I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up
I need you to hold me
Lift me up
Keep me from drowning again

Down pour on my soul
Splashing in the ocean I'm losing control
Dark skies all around
I can't feel my feet touching the ground

But if I can't swim after 40 days
And my mind is crushed by the crashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall
Lift me ohh

Lift me up
When I'm falling
Lift me up
When I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up
I need you to hold me
Lift me up
Keep me from drowning again

Calm the storms that drench my eyes
And dry the streams still flowing
Casting down all waves and sin
And guilt that overthrow me

If I can't swim after 40 days
And my mind is crushed by the crashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall
Lift me ohh

Lift me up
When I'm falling
Lift me up
When I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up
I need you to hold me
Lift me up
Keep me from drowning again